- feeling better -
it's been a while since i last posted an entry ... so what happened ...
^ i've was having terrible nausea last week ... on and off ... regardless if i was moving or not ... like experiencing small aftershocks every now and then ... and i wasn't sleeping well ... had palpitations especially in the middle of the night ... what i don't know is whether i'm getting the palpitations because i woke up or i woke up because i had palpitations ... last tuesdi, i had that tingling/numbness feeling on my left arm ... lasted for more than 2 hours, i think ...
^ i felt so frustrated with what i'm experiencing ... as i was telling jeni and chireh - i wasn't feeling well and there doesn't seem to be any help ... i'm just tagged as plain neurotic ... and anxious ... it's scary as it is ... but it's more scary not knowing what is happening ...
^ i decided to read up on mvp ... part of my taking control ... i think most of my symptoms are from this condition ... and i just found out that since i am prone to infections, i should have antibiotics before any surgery or dental work ... good thing i found this out ...
^ i am thankful ... since saterdi, i have been feeling ok ... and i am sleeping well ... i take my daily dose of red wine before sleeping ... i guess it helps ... but i still have a few more doctor's appointment ... i'm seeing a thyoid specialist - just to make sure that it's not the problem ... and then i'll take it from there ...
^despite the frustrations ... the "not knowing what is happening" ... i still found a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel ... and i'm sure it's not a train (di ba jeni?) ... i learned to appreciate every single moment - i repeat, moment - when i feel alright ... i learned to be more thankful ... i'm also going back to my long-lost faith ...
it's been a while since i last posted an entry ... so what happened ...
^ i've was having terrible nausea last week ... on and off ... regardless if i was moving or not ... like experiencing small aftershocks every now and then ... and i wasn't sleeping well ... had palpitations especially in the middle of the night ... what i don't know is whether i'm getting the palpitations because i woke up or i woke up because i had palpitations ... last tuesdi, i had that tingling/numbness feeling on my left arm ... lasted for more than 2 hours, i think ...
^ i felt so frustrated with what i'm experiencing ... as i was telling jeni and chireh - i wasn't feeling well and there doesn't seem to be any help ... i'm just tagged as plain neurotic ... and anxious ... it's scary as it is ... but it's more scary not knowing what is happening ...
^ i decided to read up on mvp ... part of my taking control ... i think most of my symptoms are from this condition ... and i just found out that since i am prone to infections, i should have antibiotics before any surgery or dental work ... good thing i found this out ...
^ i am thankful ... since saterdi, i have been feeling ok ... and i am sleeping well ... i take my daily dose of red wine before sleeping ... i guess it helps ... but i still have a few more doctor's appointment ... i'm seeing a thyoid specialist - just to make sure that it's not the problem ... and then i'll take it from there ...
^despite the frustrations ... the "not knowing what is happening" ... i still found a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel ... and i'm sure it's not a train (di ba jeni?) ... i learned to appreciate every single moment - i repeat, moment - when i feel alright ... i learned to be more thankful ... i'm also going back to my long-lost faith ...
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